Do you want to know why I though of doing this? I hate to start it.. but, I think it’s the time has come for me to reveal what happen way back months ago. Everyone knows I BLOG. I love BLOGGING. It is my way of expressing myself. (Now, I’m asking myself why do I have to make another blog, just to hide who I really am, what feelings I have at this moment, etcetera. etcetera.) It is what they call phobia. Elders ( Yeah, I think that is what I’ll call them for the moment) do search through the internet – - about what? EVERYTHING, including YOU. ( yes, ME. ) They had found this site, which is a blogsite ( my blogsite ) automatically had a long-distance call to reach my parents for that matter – - hell! so what? Don’t I have the right to tell the world what I feel?! I can’t do it at home, at least let me shout in through the net – - but still.. there are just people who doesn’t permit it. HECK! This is my life! I think I have the right to do the simple things right?..

But, What am I doing? – - I’m blabbing about the PAST. It was over. And, It still remains that I am hiding in this blog, hiding my identity. – - I can’t run away from the REAL ME.